where i dont have to put this poker face and have my own lil world without hurt. take me. skimming to my purse, i kiss my pain goodnight. skimming to my chest, i found it flat. i hurt. i cried. i found no answer to my questions. i stay beneath my eggshell. do i even have one? i swallow my tears. my head hurts. still i found none to embrace me. so why dont you kiss my pain away? i know you cant. the more i think about it, the more hurt i got. can i turn back the time. to where we kissed behind the silent walls? to where we care nothing but our ego? ah stop this.