I always found things like this… I will always find the hardest way of loving someone. And yeah… even the virtual love also felt this way? How much hurt will I take?
So yeah, I love Kwon Jiyong… I love him so much for several things that happened in my life, I love him. I love him so much.
His music, his life, his everything… I love everything about him except the fact that he didn’t even know me and he perhaps won’t love me back… but that’s it. That’s just it.
The fact, when I’m eager to know much about Kwon Jiyong a.k.a GD a.k.a G-dragon, I found the fanfic world… and then… I found DARAGON otp.
They’re just too real, like when I heard each investigations about them, I feel my heart squeezed.
I can accept that prolly somewhere around there he’s already slept around, drink, smoking, or any other things… but… the things got more complicated when… when it comes to a heart. Well who won’t?
So yeah… even for a playful virtual love I wanna feel, I still found it hard to enjoy…
I always found the hardest way of loving someone… yeah. That’s it.
And tonight, my heart is breaking once again.
No matter how much love I feel for this Mr. G… No matter how much I convince myself not to be that sad. I can’t….
My heart is indeed hurt this time.
But, that’s it… I made a vow… that as long as he’s not spoken it himself… I won’t leave this feeling.
But hey, it’s not that I hate any woman that close to GD. No. I’m happy if he’s happy. Cliché eh? but to be honest, that’s what I feel.
I’m gonna be okay. I’m gonna move on… SOMEDAY.
Just lemme love him in my way.
I LOVE KWON JIYONG.
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. J
Medan. Hospital. 21:43
in this May 2nd, i probably not into Daragon anymore. i even feel that they’re one of that impossible couple hehe. they’re part of YG and no way for that, right?
i dont know. but im into this GDxKiko now. lol.
i dont know.
lets just time tell hehe
any woman GD with, i’ll be very very supporting with him 🙂
but it’s not that i’ll disrespect people who ship Daragon! hehe they still own my heart. For now, i just enjoy this DARAGON in fic ehehe.
Medan. Bedroom. May 2nd 2011