i feel old.
reading my old blog entries really makes me old.
for GD shakes… i feel so old now.
unlike my old days.
I remember being so lame doing my old things. So lame with it. but come to think about it. Though i feel lame, but the passion was linger in body and my brain. never once it left me alone. And what i found now? I feel empty. Really empty.
I really wanna scream my lungs out.
I missed my GD.
okay. It’s so asynchronous.
i feel so alone.
Gah! stop this crap!
So what if i feel alone?
i have to develop my own sanity.
i have to develop my own passion
and nobody will do it for me but myself.
come come come
i have to made things that empower myself
i’m sure God will lead me the way.