okay. apa yang sedang saya katakan ?

ah okay begini, Maret 2012 akan menjadi bulan menegangkan untuk saya.

1. penentuan evalap dimana.
2. BIGBANG new album
3. mama dan dira bakal dateng ke Pkl.

and all of them really determine my whole future… err over reacting.

Please God, just show me the way.

and unfortuneatly i got this. TT-TT well it’s hard tho

quiz u,u

since i dont have too much time to do the blogs on that day, i will post the previous date tonight.

so what happened today?

1. i am sick
2. i am alone
3. i dont care about some people
4. i asked ibu kost to call the tukang urut.
5. i learn to talk nice
6. till 10:31 not really touching any of the PAK
7. i’m not in the mood to do my task today.
8. i’m busy with anything but PAK
9. i miss my mom, dad, and of course dira
10. mom planned to come to pkl on march with dira, and probably with dad.
11. i browsed the tickets.
12. i planned to bring them to jogjakarta.
13. i have to prepare my heart if ever they went home.

and yeah. so that’s it.

God, i need You.

God, i’m weak.

Please stay by my side.

a not so good picture i took

Happy Lunar New Year!

So uhm last day in Surabaya. This picture i took on my way back to Pekalongan. The real view look really nice.

it’s just me who took it that made it look not good.

so along the way, all i could see is this kind of view. such a lovely.

the window of the bus is so clear that it made me happy to watch it.

but here is one of the pic i manage to save hehe

me in madura's hat. taken from my blacckberry.

such a crappy, aite? dont mind that .

so uhm.. okay. will update the picture once i manage to copy the files from my camera

..loving the Sun, an Alien, a Dragon, a Panda and a Doraemon.

..waving the black/yellow lighstick with pride.

..to have ONLY Big Bang as number 1.

..showing support not only with word but also with actions.

..not giving a sh** for other people’s bashings on Big Bang but..

..protect and support them.

..not only to listen to Big Bang’s music but to FEEL and LOVE it.

..to appreciate Big Bang’s hard work.

..giving Big Bang strength.

..keeping this promise UNTIL WHENEVER.

taken from tumblr taeyangtheshiningstar:

and oh this is Friday, means… HURLIDAY! ahaha.

im now planning on goin to Surabaya. please wish our journey would be blast.

ohh im so excited yet im feeling headache,., uhu.

oh well. uhmmm…

have fun everybody, have fun myself. please universe, support me!

love you.

oh well .

my current favorite blazer

i was thinking of posting this in the middle of my word load.

oh well. im a rebel, right?

uhmm.. i was thinking of making a spesific post about my conventional working attire and working stuffs sometime later. but gotta think about the storyline… ugh what am i? haha

so uhmmm…

okay gotta continue the work.

current problem to solve: how to separate the financial for ICE company and FISH company? LOL what am i saying?

oh okay.

fighting myself.

But i guess, i failed big time….

*sigh*

oh well. this is the current status on my desk. messy, right? just like my brain. huhuhuhu

yeah.

ah! contemplating whether to go back to Medan for the loooooong weekend on May or stay quiet seeing the date.

such a long weekend...

God, i need You. :’(

am i that brave to take the risk?

i dont know….