my current condition

berantakan dan jepret

1. Mencoba menikmati saat-saat ini.
2. Tidak keluar rumah jika tidak terlalu penting, mengirit.
3. Tidak bisa mendeskripsikan diri sendiri.
4. Tidak menyukai pria manapun dalam kapasitas cinta, tapi masih berharap pada sang tokoh prcpn itu. Oh Tuhan, ampuni aku ya.
5. Masih belum nonton This is it. Kejauhan.
6. Merasa keberadaan sahabat itu sebenarnya ga ada. yng ada ya teman baik. tapi itu hanya ada di sini saja.
7. Masih mencari perkerjaan.
8. Banyak-banyak berdoa.
9. Malas nge blog.

and currently,, the most currently song i listen to:

You would not believe your eyes
if ten millioin fireflies
lit up the world as I fell asleep

‘Cause they’d fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You’d think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I’d like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather
Stay awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause Everything is never as it seems

‘Cause I’d get a thousand hugs
from ten thousand lightning bugs
as they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
a sockhop beneath my bed
a disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I’d like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather
Stay awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause Everything is never as it seems
(when I fall asleep)

Leave my door open just a crack
(please take me away from here)
‘Cause I feel like such
an insomniac
(please take me away from here)

Why do I tire of counting sheep
(please take me away from here)
When I’m far too tired
to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I’m weird ’cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said
farewell

But I’ll know where several are
if my dreams get real bizarre
’cause I saved a few
And I keep them in a jar

I’d like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather
Stay awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause Everything is never as it seems
(when I fall asleep)

I’d like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather
Stay awake when I’m asleep
‘Cause Everything is never as it seems
(when I fall asleep)

I’d like to make myself believe
that planet Earth turns slowly
It’s hard to say that I’d rather
Stay awake when I’m asleep
Because my dreams are bursting
at the seems

Fireflies by Owl City

park anywhere near the place.

hey bubble pie

aku berjalan. kemudian aku bertemu dengan ruang dan waktu kemudian dia menahanku dan merubahku.

hal-hal yang belum pernah aku lakukan sebelumnya kini kulakukan.

aku berharap ini untuk selanjutnya.

kukira sampai sekarang hanya mereka yang kupunya dan aku bersyukur untuk itu.

aku bersyukur karena Tuhan menciptakan dua orang itu untuk menemaniku melalui hariku.

Mama, Bapak, Aku cinta kalian.

Hold Your Tears

Hold your tears
put your worries behind
the time has come
to be with me
so you can feel
show your smile
put your worries behind
now take my hand
and feel my heart

so you can see
and i wanna feel this way
if i haven’t fallen in love
would you stay with me tonight?
so there are no more goodbyes
can you ever understand?
how you’re always in my heart
put your arms around my soul
til i get to you

dance now (hold your breath)
don’t you cry (don’t you cry)
take my hand,
hold your breath,
the night is young
dance now (hold your breath), show your smile(show your smile)
take my hand,
hold your tears,
the love is young

hold your tears (hold your tears)
put your worries behind
take my hand and dance with me so you can see

(du du du du du
du du du du du
du du du du du
du du du dum)

dance now (hold your breath)
don’t you cry (don’t you cry)
take my hand,
hold your breath (hold your breath),
the night is young (the night is young)
dance now (hold your breath)
show your smile(show your smile)
take my hand
hold your tears (hold your tears)
the love is young (the love is young)

when it’s time for us to part
don’t cry for me my love
our time together
which we’ll remember forever
when your dream has come to end
i will be waiting for you
to be with me so you can finally see

dance now (dance now)
don’t you cry (don’t you cry, baby)
take my hand (take my hand), hold your breath (hold your breath)
the night is young (the night is young)
dance now (dance now),
show your smile(let me see your smile baby)
take my hand (take my hand), hold your tears (hold your tears),
the love is young (the love is young)

by: Clazziquai Project

ma, apri sayang mama.

apri rindu mama.

Tuhan, kuatkan apri dan mama agar dapat melalui ini semua.

apri juga sayang bapak.

Tuhan, lindungi dan berkati keluarga kecil ini.

how i love them so much.

Dear God, grant our wishes.. Amen.

welcoming new dwell

God, gimme the best i could get, please..

Amen.

you can’t see the tears.

saya mencoba kuat. mencoba kuat untuk tidak menangis lagi. karena sekarang ketika menangis, kepala saya sakit. apa itu berarti air mata saya telah menipis?

weight

wisuda hari itu ;)

saya dan ibu di acara wisuda saya